We were right there. We were so fucking close. You held my hand and told me words I didn’t think could be put into truthful sentences. You held me tight on the days I couldn’t take it, on the days I thought I wasn’t going to make it. You gave me meaning. Gave me purpose. You, you brought out the side of me I was afraid to show. You gave me all the reasons to stop crying, to smile, and count on tomorrow. But now.. Now I can’t even look at you without wanting to cry. I can’t even talk to you without wanting to yell and scream all the heartache you’re putting me through. I.. I can’t even remember a time when we’re not fighting. Arguing. Accusing. Now, it seems you are the reasons for my unhappiness.. The reason why I spend the nights crying all alone in my bed..
But I want to try. Baby believe me I do. I want to keep thinking and hoping for that better tomorrow. I want to believe you and me are going to be worth everything in the end. And yet, I’m stuck on that border line of giving up and attempting one last time. Clearly you’re frustrated. Clearly my heart is breaking. Clearly times changed for the both of us. The love we had is just no longer here.. It’s hard to try and bring those words to my heart, But I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know what to do. I feel so lost. What do you need me to do? Grab your hand? Pull you close? Kiss you? Get up, walk away? Drop everything? Give me a hint. Anything. Anything to just say, “I know right now doesn’t seem right, but stay with me, and we’ll get through this” Just something.
Please.. Just look at me.
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There are many reasons why till now i love you so much despite the pain, the trials, the heartaches we’ve been through. Reasons that words are not enough to explain what I really felt for you. Even though you hurt me unintentionally, still this heart of mine never try to give up, never plan to surrender, never try to elope from your side, because I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MALABS, and that’s the fact that i can’t even hide from everybody around me.
I love you so much, i dunno why, i dunno how much, i can’t measure cause, my love for you is never ending, even you found someone new, even one day you change your mind, still i love you, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.
I’m happy that we pass all the challenges in our relationship..
I’m happy cuz’ you never give up, you fight for our love..
HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY! Iloveyou Adrian Ryan Flores ♥
( kapag may ganito kang boyfriend, huwag mo na siyang pakakawalan baka magsisisi ka )
✔ Hinahabol ka niya pag nag-walk out ka
✔ Kahit gusto mong ikaw na magbayad ng binili mo, siya pa rin ang magbabayad
✔ Lagi kang napapatawa. Kahit gaano pa siya ka-korni, napapangiti ka pa rin
✔ Yayakapin ka kahit maraming tao sa paligid
✔ Hahawakan niya ang kamay mo kahit pasmado
✔ Magsosorry sayo kapag ramdam niyang may problema kahit wala siyang kasalanan
✔Active sa classroom kasi ikaw ang inspirasyon niya
✔ Aakbayan ka niya para lang sabihing sa kamay niya, di ka mapapahamak
✔ Sobrang worried pag di ka nagsasalita
✔ Titignan ka sa mata tapos ngingiti
✔ Kapag inaamoy niya ang buhok mo tapos sasabihin niyang mabango ka
✔ Naiisip na niya kung anong future niyong dalawa
✔ Sasabihin niyang pakakasalan ka niya kahit hindi pa ngayon
✔ Takot na takot siyang mawala ka
✔ Ihahatid ka niya pauwi o sa sakayan man lang para siguradong safe ka
✔ Sasabihin niyang “magtext ka kapag nakauwi ka na”
✔ Hahalikan ka sa pisngi para sabihing “Ingat ka, mahal na mahal kita, kita na lang tayo bukas”
✔ Kaya kang ipaglaban sa pamilya niya
AT HIGIT SA LAHAT ..
✔ Yung tatawag siya sayo kahit regularload lang ang gamit niya para lang sabihin sayong nakauwi na siya at mahal na mahal ka niya.
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Ewan ko ba, pero eto nanaman ata ako. Naiinlove nanaman ng todo. I admit nung una akala ko wala wala lang naman ‘to eh. Nakikiride lang ako, pero habang tumatagal. Grabe super naiinlove ako eh. Ng todo. And natatakot nanaman ako. What if mangyari nanaman yung nangyari before? Ang hirap kaya. Kaya eto ako ngayon, super pigil na pigil. Kahit na super maliit na gesture of sweetness niya halos ikamatay ko.
Super opposite kami eh. Bad girl ako aminado ako, and siya super good boy. He helps around the house, he’s a very sweet son to his parents, and a sweet brother to his siblings. Pero sa isang bagay kami nag-click. We are meant to be partners in crime. Nasasabayan niya ang trips ko kahit na alam ko and nakikita ko na nangangapa talaga siya. Iba kasi utak ko eh. Pero, we’re crazy for each other. Pag kami magkasama, walang humpay na kulitan ang nangyayari! Higa lang all day na magkayakap. At take note ha, ilang araw palang kami naisipan na namin magtanan. Parang tanga lang eh no? Parang highschool na nain-love. Pero diba, hindi mo naman talaga masasabi pag ikaw nainlove, wala ka ng control. Lalo na’ko, gusto ko na kasi talaga makaalis dito samin eh.
I wanna be with him forever. Lakas maka forever. Haha.
PERO ANO KAYA FUTURE NAGIINTAY SAMIN, LET’S WAIT AND SEE. “Malabs, pano pag magkasama na tayo? Hihiga nalang tayo maghapon? Ayaw mo’ko patayuin!”
ReblogIt’s not about how long you’ve been with them. It’s about how much you been through with them.
It all started last July 21, 2009, my 17th’s Birthday actually. We, 14 pretty ladies, went to Trinoma Mall to have some bonding moments, and we all never thought that it will be the beginning of our non-ending friendship.
We were just 14 then, Crissy, Jam, Nikki, Sabrina, Majai, Jen, Chin, Mitch, Billy, Yeng, Karla, Cha, Lorie and me, but the group increases when we met Shanna. She is a late enrollee that’s why she never had a chance to join us on that day. And just last week, during our NSTP Class, Vana became the newest member of the group. She was with another group people before but we lately realize that we can also get along well with her, and so we welcomed her to the group, leading us to 16 members total.
By the way, you may wonder why we call our group Beybs. Well, since we were all just knew to each other, we tend to forget each others name and we just usually call one another “Babes”. And so from there, we named our company “Beybs”.
Since I had this chance to share our wonderful friendship, I also want to share how grateful I am for having these people who are unconditionally supporting me, and each one of us, whether in success, or in every mistakes that we are committing. I can’t even forget how we all happily cherish each every moment we’re together, laughing, teasing one another, and talk about everything and anything under the sun.
Even though we are just starting to make a history, I know we will continuously contribute so many unforgettable experiences with each other to every member’s diaries.
Since the day my ex left me, I never thought that I can feel the same extraordinary feeling of being loved again. But finally I did. I fell in love, and hard. He made me feel like I’m perfect. I began to feel pretty again, the confidence I once lost along with my old life.
He made me feel that being in love is something you cant forget, no matter how hard you try not too. You just fall, unexpectedly.
And now I’m starting to dream again, to think of what life I wanted to take when I grow up. I am so thankful, and I feel very blessed to have met him in a perfect time. In a state that I am okay and had already moved on.
FINALLY. I’M IN-LOVE. I AM :)
LOVE, I LOVE YOU. WE CAN MAKE THIS WORK. THIS WILL LAST, I PROMISE.
ReblogAs long, as I have you guys by my side.
I don’t care if I’m single or if I have no one to do sweet talking with. I can always be myself around this sweet, honest and happy people. I don’t have to hide who I really am. I don’t have to be fake because I know that no matter what I do they’ll always love me as I am. NO JUDGING =)
ReblogStaying up late again. Thinking and visualizing random scenarios in my head. Asking myself“Why the hell am I stuck here.. Again?”
So yea, I’m ranting again because I realized something. Another one of my “life problem” that needs to be dealt.
I NEED TO FACE MY PROBLEMS AND NOT HIDE FROM IT!
When things get messy, I run. I tend to bury it all instead of dealing with it!
I’m not getting any younger, I need to stop wasting my time just so I could runaway from all the dramas in my life! I need to straighten the path I want to take. I have to stop dropping EVERYTHING (school, friends, family) so that I can forget what had happen! BECAUSE I WONT FORGET. It’ll just eat my time and before I know it, I’ll be an old lady with kids that I can’t even feed! And I don’t want that, but I don’t know what to do. I’m scared.
And now, I can’t even explain what I’m feeling. All I know is that I can’t handle my own life! I NEED SOMEONE TO GUIDE ME. At this age, I know it’s not normal.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY I AM. I’M USELESS!
ReblogBecause I became so dependent to him. That I can’t function without him. That I cant survive on my own. This is to remind me that if I’ll love again, I should love myself more than my partner..
